Worlds Collide

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Jan 052012
 

When Liz and I moved to Memphis we agreed that we’d give it a year before we made any kind of decision on the permanence of the move. That year past much faster than either of us expected. With effort, I am finding and building a sense of home in Tennessee.

Not this week.

I’m in Eugene for work this week. In Eugene I am straddling two different worlds; the pacific familiarity of Eugene and the invigorating unknown future of life just a few miles east of the Mississippi. The more I think about it the more I know I shouldn’t be thinking about it because this is exactly the kind of thing I can get wrapped up in. Did we make the right choice moving to Memphis? Etc, etc. Wrapped up in and subsequently taken on the roller-coaster of self-doubt, regret, humiliating self-pep-talks in front of a hotel mirror, and the inevitable return to my punk-kid nature that says “fuck it, I’ll trust myself, do whatever the hell I want and not care about what could have been.” I figure, I might as well just start from that viewpoint and save myself the energy.

So I’m here working my butt off taking photos of new and old friends and diving up to my elbows in some really interesting (for me) hardware challenges at work. I am lucky to have such ready access to two pursuits; both being part passion and profession, that help me find beauty and order in the world and in my own mind and heart. It’s nice to realize that even when my mind can’t sort through it all, I’m here (wherever I might be) for the right reasons, doing the right things.

 

The brightest light source in this room was the "EXIT" sign above the back door. Other light sources include small CFL bulbs under black lampshades and cool white tube lights in an adjoining room. Yuck. 70mm 1/160sec F/2.8 6400 ISO/ASA

I do a lot of my personal shooting in miserable lighting conditions. I’m talking about tango “clubs” that are cobbled together in an old warehouse, dive bar, dance studio, or repurposed factory with high ceilings (black, of course) with Christmas lights and CFL bulbs bounced off exposed brick and dance mirrors providing the light. It’s a challenge. I think there’s a team of people somewhere brainstorming ways to make the light for tango events really crappy. Regardless, I love to shoot tango events. It’s usually my friends out there dancing and I love to get good photos of them doing what they love. It’s also good practice. Working right at the edge of what my equipment can handle is good.

Here are a few things that I’ve learned about working with fast lenses in bad light.

1. Most cameras are calibrated and optimized to accurately focus with lenses having a maximum aperture of f/2.8.

2. If your lens has a larger maximum aperture than 2.8 you are going outside of the comport zone of your camera’s autofocus system.

3. Stopping down a f/1.4 lens to f/2.8 doesn’t help because autofocus is performed with the lens wide open. It may help improve image sharpness and focus simply because you’ll have more depth of field at f/2.8 than at f/1.4, but it does not improve autofocus performance. In fact, I think it hurts autofocus performance substantially to work with a lens faster than f/2.8. If you have enough light to work at F2.8, use a lens with f/2.8 maximum aperture. Even moving from a lens with f/1.4 to f/1.8 will improve your autofocus performance.

The good news is that if you plan to do a lot of autofocusing in the dark it’s better to buy that cheaper 85mm f/1.8 than the much more expensive f/1.4 or f/1.2 version. The bad news is that you won’t have access to that extra 2/3 or full stop of light for freezing motion.

4. Manually focusing in the dark is EXTREMELY difficult, especially when with working with modern full frame cameras that work in light so low your eyes already have trouble focusing. Doing this with moving subjects is nearly impossible. Eyes have apertures as well.

5. Image stabilized lenses (either VR or IS) are fantastic, but they suffer from the major drawback of not keeping the subject from moving. I doubt anyone will ever make a subject stabilizer.

6. You can’t use the AF-assist beam on your strobe in situations where your subject is continuously moving. AF-Assist beams only work in AF-S (single-servo) mode, which does not continuously track subject movement. Believe me, I’ve tried it, a lot and single servo mode just doesn’t work for movement. Way back in my sports photography days we used to pre-focus and shoot when the subject came into that area. Trap focusing, which is a method of using pre-focusing and AF-Single mode with focus priority release to automatically trip the shutter when the subject comes into focus can work, but you’ll never get a decisive moment with that technique. It’s something that photographers use when they need to leave a camera out in the woods to capture images of animals which walk through the focus trap.

7. It helps to set your AF-C (continuous servo) mode to prioritize focus over release. Nikon’s allow you to do this.  I don’t know about Canon. This will slow down your frame rate and can be a bit infuriating when you miss that decisive moment while your lens searches for critical focus, but it will give you an almost infinitely better in-focus to out-of-focus shot ratio.

8. If you are happen to be shooting social dance styles like salsa or argentine tango, it helps to shoot with the music. Learn the timing, count the beats, shoot on the beats. It works better than trying to predict what a leader will do and how a follower will respond. Social dancing is a conversation with rhythm. You never know the words but you can count on the cadence most of the time.

Obligatory Reference Material: http://nikonrumors.com/2011/03/28/auto-focus-accuracy-a-scientific-cross-brand-analysis-guest-post.aspx/

The Blue Moon

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Dec 162011
 

I like shooting weddings, but it’s not often that I get a chance to shoot the wedding of a close friend. I always try to build up a friendly rapport with the bridal party, every wedding shooter does, but you rarely get to the level of comfort that when you say “Ok, I’m going to take a quick test shot” and they do this. Thanks, Alex. Best wedding I’ve been to in a damn long time (besides my own of course). :)

Being Better

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Nov 092011
 

Stay with me because you might find this interesting. When I found myself suddenly free from a fixer-upper house, the crushing mortgage that came with it and the 60 hour work week required to pay for that mortgage it was a little jarring. Those unfortunate circumstances limited my career, lifestyle and location choices. It was a crappy situation to be in for sure, but it was a simple crappy situation. Now… free from that house, tons of choices that were answered in a compulsory way are now up for debate. Things are not simple anymore.

I think I was so busy trying to keep my head above water that I lost sight of my guiding passions and desires. I lost sight for long enough that by the time I was free to pursue them again I was a different person.

Here’s what I’ve been doing to get myself pointed in the right direction.

1. I try not to take on more than one decision at a time.
2. If the answer to a question is not presenting itself, I back up and find a method for finding an answer. For example I got myself into photography school as a way to direct my unfocused photographic passion.
3. If 1 and 2 don’t do the trick, walk away for a while and wait for inspiration. Enjoy not being under pressure.

I’m getting pretty good at looking at only one question at a time. I’ve never been that good at multi-tasking so it works for me.

I’m also pretty good at backing up and looking at the things from a meta perspective. It’s kind of a brain teaser to do this and I love a good brain teaser.

I’m not so good at walking away from things. Maybe it’s a control thing, maybe it’s just habit, but I feel lazy when I’m not actively focused on fixing or solving the issue at hand. I don’t really know how to relax. Yeah, I have an off switch, but that just means that I know how to sleep. So now I need to learn how to walk away for a while and relax. See how this works? Work on the problem and then work on how to work on the problem.

 

Rodney FirstStrike Blackfeet Dancer

Rodney FirstStrike

I had the privilege of working with Rodney FirstStrike and Jenifer Kerber this weekend in the studio space of Rocky Mountain Ballet Theatre School. Rodney is a Blackfeet dancer and Jenifer is of the ballet persuasion. It was a hell of a lot of fun and it reminded me of exactly why I love shooting dance. This is just a preview because I don’t have much time for editing at the moment, but here’s a shot of Rodney. More to come.

A Trickle of Images

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Oct 112011
 

I’ve been focusing on classes for the last few days. I’m also trying to catch up on a pile of shoots that need post-production.

Oct 022011
 

The rest of last week was a bit of a blur. Photoshop Extended with Eileen Rafferty, Basic Business Planning and Basic Accounting. Good stuff, but heady stuff because I’m being forced to think seriously about where I’m taking my photography. The Photoshop Extended classes were especially intense because it opened up creative possibilities that are pretty incredible but also represent considerable more time in front of a computer; something that does not appeal to me. The accounting class and business planning classes are asking me to put form and shape to a business which has been definitively free-form for quite a few years now. A number of us were hanging around outside during breaks staring into space thinking about what’s next. I’m still in a bit of a daze thinking about it.

Today I met with Charlene Campbell Carey of the Rocky Mountain Ballet Theatre to plan a video shoot and still shoots for the upcoming week. I think it’s going to be a lot of fun working with Charlene and RMBTS. She’s got great ideas, fantastic connections and seems jazzed to be working with me while I’m here. We’ve also got some ideas for the future as well, including finding a possible gallery space for my Paris project.

I haven’t really been shooting much at all since I’ve been here. I’m eager to have my hands on a camera this week for sure. This week it’s all video so it should be a lot of fun. A lot of work, but a lot of fun.

Sep 232011
 

Ok, today was pretty awesome.

Morning: Critique of promotional postcards. I don’t enjoy graphic design that much these days but this morning I remembered that I definitely still love graphic design classes. I got some good feedback on my postcard and got a lot of ideas for my next postcard. Cool deal. I think a lot of the students coming out of the Summer Intensive and Professional Studies courses were exposed to so many different possibilities that they’re just beginning to narrow down their focuses. This morning in critique I got to see that happening as it, er, happened.

Lunch: Business and Marketing questionnaire for my upcoming classes with Judy Herrmann. Judy asked us to answer a number of questions to gauge our current understanding about business management and marketing, including our confidences and fears. It’s nice to know she’s going to tailor our coursework based on our responses.

Afternoon: Mentor Meeting with Marcy. Marcy is really dialed in to my kind of shooting and had a ton of good ideas and feedback for me. I went in with images representing the last couple of years worth of my work and a small sampling of where I want to go. I said… “Marcy, here’s where I started, here’s where I want to go… I want to work in projects. How do I find funding?” She took it from there, giving me a whole list of possible sources and outlets for facilitating projects. More than that she also gave me insight on skills I’ll need to develop, namely writing grants, that I’ll need to master in order to secure funding. She said something to the effect that my writing needs to be as sophisticated and elegant as my images, not just in composition, but also in terms of concepts and threads holding my project idea together. A bit of a mouthful, but damn… good stuff. A lot to think about.

I probably won’t post anything this weekend as I’ll be busy sleeping in and scouting locations for photo shoots next week.

Sep 212011
 

It’s strange to think that I’ll be starting a graduate program in photography shortly after I finish RMSP.

Today was primarily a lab day. I worked on a postcard design and logo design. I’m not all that excited about the postcard design because, hey, it’s a postcard. But I’m fairly excited about the logo design. It’s fun to play with typography again and fun to use the big wacom tablet for something other than making complicated selections in Photoshop. I don’t miss designing professionally, but I do at times miss design.

I found a decent burrito place. Taco del Sol. Cheap. Like way cheap and, as all burritos should be, filling. Gotta love the college town vibe in retail here.

The attitude and vibe in Missoula is extremely nice. People are open and friendly, talkative even. It’s such a shift from ol’ one-word Memphis, where every conversation spontaneously ends after the 99th word. Being around a group of photographers is also a very nice change. Bouncing ideas around, talking shop, talking business. It’s damn cool. I won’t be surprised to walk out of here with a decent set of new friends and collaborators.

One thing I’m finding about RMSP is that it’s a bit loose with the assignments and scheduling. They give you a pile of papers, emails, calendar entries and verbal cues, but there’s no single cohesive delivery. I have assignments for classes I haven’t taken yet for example. Strange, eh? It takes a bit of effort to stay on top of it. I’m sure I’ll figure out a system soon enough, but at the moment I have this feeling hovering over me like I’m constantly forgetting something. Perhaps that’s just the System Administrator in me reminding me to do some maintenance task on some server somewhere. Anywhooo..

Ok… off to work on the logos…

Sep 202011
 

First day of actual classes. I will preface what I’m about to say with this; I am sore from the 30 hours of driving time it took to get here from Memphis. Maybe it’s that I caught a cold from Liz or just that I was really physically active in Paris for 5-12 hours a day and the drive was the wrong thing to do after so much activity, but I can’t seem to shake the stiffness. Sitting behind a desk for about 7 hours of lecture today didn’t help. So… forgetting the fact that I’m grumpy with a low level cold and sore as hell, it was a good day.

The classes were labeled BM3 and BM4. BM being Business and Marketing. Don’t ask me what happend to BM1 and BM2, they’re not on my schedule. Bm3 was about focused on Branding and marketing and examples of the kinds of ideas that go into good campaigns. It was focused and smartly presented by Ben Ferencz, a local graphic designer with experience working for a large design house in NYC. The class was basic visual and graphic vocabulary lesson with the purpose of building the cross-discipline literacy necessary to communicate with professional designers.

I may be reading into this, but it seems that the idea is that we not waste our time learning how to design or doing design when we should be focusing on building our photography portfolios. I couldn’t agree more, and having a class that gets us up to speed on what Branding is and how to make it happen (via third parties) makes a lot of sense.

The BM4 class was a graphic design primer that went through the basics of design and typography and moved into available DIY tools on the web. Ben also introduced an assignment which we will be working on tomorrow. It was good. I like the way RMSP has directed Ben to focus these courses. He’s also an entertaining instructor.

Useful tips:

Don’t design your business card until you know what you’ll be carrying it in just in case you need a specially-sized card. Same with envelopes. Apparently custom envelopes are really expensive, but it’s super easy to cut 8.5×11 to fit that awesome 500 pack of green 6×8 envelopes you found at Staples last weekend. Simple tips, but useful.

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